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Life.

2011-10-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,

i know it has been awhile...

much thanks to wished me a happy birthday on my birthday..

nothing much to update about actually,

life is still the same.. ups and downs~

i don't know why i'm feeling kinda stressed up lately...

but no worries, i'll be fine... i guess.

and for those who've been asking.. yes i'm on a diet... lost 8kg so far but i'm gaining it all back again... sucks yeah. my face is still chubby.....

just a short post here...... haha you guys give me some ideas on what to post on my next post?

before i go off,

For those who's having suicide thoughts and feel like giving up their life.

Listen to the lyrics. Cherish your life.

I Believe In You by Hagen Troy. ( He's a singaporean. )

I personally love this cover alot. he did great!

Check out more of hagen troy's songs here :

http://www.youtube.com/user/hagentroytan

Blue Marble - Bitch

Don't judge the song by its title alright, its a really nice song!

Blue Marble - 7dayz

More videos at their Youtube channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/OfficialTMent

This remix is nice too ;)

Thats all for now...
Goodnight!

God bless.

Don't let em' haters get you down~

2011-04-10T03:27:00.012+08:00

Hi guys!

how have y'all been lately?

pretty stress for me.... for some reason i almost wanted to give up my life..

but its kinda stupid huh.. life is precious~ we live only for once....

i don't know how i should feel right now.... life is so damn complicated.

and the only place for me to rant... here. my blog. its my blog. so i can say what i want to say. like you've said in your blog. its your blog. so you can just say whatever things you wanna say there, i shall too. (;

here it goes. taken from one of your post.

Dream on? We're born to Dream.

Hongki? do you know him personally?

yes i know i used hopeless. but now, i believe i'm not.
aunties? why care how people look at you?
poor? thanks for your pity girl. (:
i know you've been looking down on me alot, by saying no jobs suits me. but think again, at least i've more work experience than you do. food and beverages, telemarketing, sales assitant, warehouse packer, event assistant.
what about you? i quitted Sakura, you did too right after i quit right?
1-3days work? so far all i could remember Sakura is the only job that i've for work a week. and yes, i quitted after that, other jobs is for months and depends on what kind of job i'm in.
I'm not gonna let your words bring me down or stop doing things i like.
no futures? yes. i've quitted school before. so? doesn't mean there's no future for me.
Not all highly educated people are successful people. Its those who never gives up. Its never too late to do anything, but to regret not doing.
I've still alot to learn~ nothings easy in life my dear. you have to keep on keeping on. no matter how hard it is. just don't give up. i'm still young right. same to you. oh, be vanish? thats what you want and i'm doing it now. Vanish away from your life. (:

Well, thanks for everything. Since this is what you think about me, HOPELESS is what you see in me, then be it. I'll be forever HOPELESS in your eyes. I don't give a damn.

I don't care what people says and think about me.

I'm not born to be perfect. I'm born to dream. No one is born perfect too, not even you.

If life was easy, why do we need God?

think about it. It takes time for one to achieve their dreams.

knowing that you have Your Dearest there for you... good then. since you always wanted a boyfriend.

Best wishes to you too girl who was once my sister.

I'm sure you're very happy now as you've gotten what you always wanted.

Happy for you. and since you wanna end this friendship.. i'll respect your decison. there's no use for me to hold on to this friendship when i can't even talk to you like before. yes, put the blame on me. like you said, my attitude sucks. I'll back off so you can live well alright. (:
oh yeah, i'll always remember you, calling me a fucktard. haha thanks yo. you're are awesome.

Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am. - Phil 4:13
I will reach my goals. I will win. I'm going to get well. I'm not giving up. I will fight to the finish. I will have enough I will get it done. - JMA

Well, haters are everywhere~

Don't let em' haters get you people down.

Haters exist in our life to make us stronger.

Tell me, who don't have haters?

Its been awhile since i've stayed up till this late.. 3.20am now... i shall stop here.

Goodnight to you, yes you the one reading this. ^^

holla~

I don't give a damn, I don't give a hella .

2011-01-25T16:26:00.007+08:00

Hey guys~
Hows life? Chinese New Year is coming in a week time~
amazing how time passes, really fast that i can't catch up....

Here's something for you, though you're one of my family member, but really..
i'm disappointed in you,
Like Hello, what kind of pet owner are you.
You're the one who wanna keep him,
and now he's sick and old, you wanna throw him away on the streets?
Hey, can i throw you away on the streets when you're old?
c'mon, have some responsibility.
If you know you can't take care of a dog in the first place you shouldn't had accept to keep him.
Know why he still come back to you when you left him on the streets and you just came back home like nothing happened?
because he loves you. Animals has feelings too okay.
Whose the one who'd always greets you when you're back from work?
If you really have the heart to keep him, keep till he dies.
Taking care of a dog is like taking care of your own children.
Seeing your dog suffer is like seeing your own children suffer,
can you feel the pain he's going through?
Please, don't be a irresponsible pet owner. Have some thoughts for him.
And now, since you've sent him to SPCA, i can't do anything.
You're missing him now huh, do you regret sending him off?
I hope you've learnt something from this,
and don't repeat the same thing again.

Well,
i'm suffering from some mad insomnia again,
i've been awake since yesterday till now.
Tired but can't sleep, i hate this sucky feeling,

i hope you're doing fine.
I know its been awhile since we've meet each other and the others,
i'm not trying to aviod you, but just giving myself time.
Yes, it gonna take a long one.
Once bitten, twice shy, heard that before? i'm sure you do.
Do take good care of her as she's my closefriend or even a sister to me.
Best of luck to the both of you, and always having the fire for God.
May God lead the both of you through this relationship,
no matter what happens, you'll walk down this road together.

A thousand words

2011-01-12T15:47:00.005+08:00

Heyyall~
Time passes really fast huh,
its the 2nd week of 2011.
Hows life?

Been working everyday after christmas for 2weeks straight.
yeah, its for some event thingy.. tired much. Made alot of awesome friends there. kpop lovers. ♡ haha, the event ended now, and i'm rotting at home...

oh yeah! went to fetch one way on Jan7th,
i still can't believe i actually saw them.
and i'm kinda missing them now... :/

i'm down with flu again :(
Its raining again, been raining almost everyday....
Rainy Days~

If any chance i'll take it right now, to wash you out of my head, to shower down this pain.

Insomnia ~

2010-12-21T05:51:00.015+08:00

Hi, good morning. I'm bored. I can't sleep.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2010 gonna end soon...
was sick for the past few days, feeling better now,
few more days to christmas!
Have no plans yet. Might be working :(
I wanna see snow, i wanna feel snow~ i wanna fly to Seoul ~
Okay, i'm really bored.
i guess its too early, its like only 5.48am now, everyone is still sleeping...

Life is about choice. You can't change what's already happened. Sometimes the things you can't change, end up changing you. To talk about the truth is easy but to live by it is not. Life's hard. It's supposed to be. If we didn't suffer, we'd never learn anything.

Glory

2010-11-19T10:17:00.012+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back again...
Yeah... so hows life for all of you?
Most of you are doing fine right?
There's always ups and downs in Life...
Just live life to the fullest, never let anything get you down.

When things don't go your way, stop and pray. Don't let circumstances get you down, but have faith that out of challenges come opportunities. - Jaeson Ma.
Always Keep The Faith,

Anyways, wanna share a music video with you guys :

If you had heard "Love" by Jaeson ma before, you'll love "Glory" too.

If you have not,

listen here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73kZ6wBoqTk

Awesome lyrics yeah?

Do spread the love around, download it at www.itunes.com/jaesonma or amazon.com as 50% of all digital download proceeds will go to charity. Help those in need. (:

Well, i've been only sleeping for less than 3hours since yesterday, i'm still fully awake now, didn't sleep the whole night.

I have no idea why i can't sleep, its like, you're already feeling tired, yet, you just can't sleep at all. Totally dislike it, the weather is quite cooling or am i the weird one who is feeling cold? :/

Somehow, i'm craving for Geláre's ice cream, "chocolate overload" is awesome, i'm a chocolate lover, so yeah... :b

Another slashing case in Singapore?

Whats wrong man, this is the 3rd case if i'm not wrong.
Whats going on with those people going around slashing people?
Even the innocents ones are being slashed.
I don't think Singapore is a safe place anymore with people going around slashing people...
I hope this will stop,
pray for peace.
I don't wanna live live in a country like that, its not like what it used to be already.
I really hope things will get better.

Shall end here.

Have a blessed day ahead, God bless you guys! Loves!

기억을 소중한

2010-10-31T13:41:00.004+08:00

Okay, i'm back.
Not feeling well since yesterday, i think i ate the wrong food or something,
stomach keep killing me -__-

Anyways, went to JYJ's Showcase on 16oct' 2010,
i've waited for 5years++,
finally get to see jaejoong!
the showcase was awesome, but too short :(
yoochun said, they'll come year for a concert next year,
waiting~~

You know how does it feels like? Grab a knife and stab it into your heart, you'll know how pain it is.
Time heals everything? I hope so.
But what if,
the heart stills holding on even the mind made the decison to let go.
Love can't be force. i know.
I won't deny my feelings for you, cause i truly love you.
Its okay, you don't need to love me back.
I'm not the right one for you,
i'm just a average girl,
No one is perfect.
Words does hurt alot. You can't take it back.
Its okay, i don't mind, cause i'm used to it already.
.